Well, it’s a new school year. My last semester of classes, actually. Probably my last semester living on campus. In the Spring I have to do a 400 hour, 12 credit internship. I don’t know where I want to do it though. I’ve been looking at Disney for two years but I think I’ve decided against that for the most part. Partly because I don’t want to travel that far alone and I don’t want to leave my friends and family. And Andy.
But I still have NO idea what I want to do with my life. I’m really worried about it too. Andy keeps telling me to just wait it out and see what happens. Well what the fuck, that’s not going to work. I can’t just wait around. I need to try pursuing something, things don’t just fall into your lap. And what if I wait forever and nothing happens.
He won’t help me anymore either. And no one else seems to want to help me either. It’s really disheartening when I just want to figure out what will make me happy but I don’t have any idea what I want or what I even like for that matter. I just feel so helpless, I don’t know what to do. 
Also I think I’m going to quit my Concierge job because starting next semester I have to work full time until I die. Fuck real life.
